About Deanna

DeerHawk was born from a long and winding journey of healing, one that took me through the landscapes of traditional plant medicine ceremonies across South and North America, and deep into the underground world of psychedelics and empathogens. My adventurous spirit has always been a part of me, but it wasn’t always easy to embrace. Growing up with alcoholic and abusive parents, I often felt isolated and afraid, which led me to sacrifice my true self in exchange for a sense of belonging. For years, I tried to fit in, but eventually, I found myself rebelling against those constraints, determined to carve out a place in the world that resonated with my true essence.

My childhood was marked by unpredictability and fear, which taught me to stay small and hidden as a means of survival. Yet, in those quiet, fearful spaces, I also discovered gifts that have shaped who I am today. My vivid imagination became a refuge, connecting me deeply to nature and spirit. I became keenly observant, noticing subtle shifts in emotions, and developed a sharp intuition that I trust implicitly. These qualities – courage, resilience, calm, and groundedness – are now the very foundation of my work with empathogens and psychedelics. They allow me to create a safe, nurturing space that resonates with others who carry emotional wounds.

In my work, I blend compassionate talk therapy with deeply attuned empathogen- or psychedelic-assisted journeys. I believe that ongoing integration after these journeys is crucial, as the limiting beliefs we form in childhood can take time and dedication to unravel. As these beliefs begin to dissolve, the true, beautiful essence of who we are starts to shine through. These moments of clarity and self-recognition are sacred and powerful, and they’re worth celebrating with every fiber of our being.

I am passionate about helping others connect with their true essence because I’ve felt the weight of mistaken beliefs myself. As a child, I internalized messages that made me feel like I was inherently flawed: I’m bad, it’s all my fault, there is something wrong with me, I don’t belong, and I’m unloveable. But I’ve come to understand that these beliefs were never true, and they aren’t true for you either. Our essence is untouchable; it’s the inherently good truth of who we are. And when we embody it, we become agents of healing and change in the world.

The spirit of Deer and Hawk are my constant guides. Like the Deer, I am sensitive, intuitive, and gentle, yet determined and strong. The Hawk within me embodies vision, courage, and the freedom to see beyond the ordinary. These animals remind me to be creative, graceful, patient, and a leader – qualities I strive to bring to every healing space I create.
Together, let’s clear the fog of distortion and reveal the unique, radiant beauty that is your true self. You deserve to thrive and live your fullest life!